"Is there anywhere we can
go around here that we'd be alone?"
Nancy glanced at Ned's profile,
glad he wasn't looking at her; a faint blush was prickling in her cheeks, she
could feel it. "I think there's a place to park up at Flanders Field; at
least, that's what I've heard. My boyfriend can't really drive alone yet."
Not that that hadn't stopped him from suggesting it.
Ned was quiet for a minute.
"We might be alone there, but I think we'd get noticed."
Nancy glanced around at the
lush interior of the Ferrari and made a face. "Yeah. Sorry. There's the
old railroad station near the river?"
"Long as you think we
won't get mugged."
"Don't tell me you're
afraid."
"As much shit as I've had
to put up with in this car..."
Ned trailed off, negotiating a
turn, and Nancy's head whipped toward him in shock. It wasn't that she hadn't
heard the word before. She just wasn't that used to hearing it from people
she'd just met.
"If you're so worried, I
bet you probably know somewhere in Mapleton."
He glanced over at her, amused.
"First it's 'Daddy won't let me ride with strangers,' and now it's 'Let's
go to Mapleton'?"
An echo of her bad mood came
back. "If you're going to be like that, you can take the next right and
we'll be back at my house in about a mile."
Ned shook his head. "I'm
sorry. I am sorry. I guess I'm a little on edge."
"I am too." Nancy
suddenly remembered that Don was expecting her for their date, and her hand
tightened on her purse strap. "I can't be out too late."
"Curfew?" His voice
wasn't quite so sharp as it had been, and she let it pass.
"Date."
He nodded. "Yeah. Of
course. Cartwright?"
"The quarterback?"
Nancy let out a sharp chuckle. "No, Shanna has him all sewn up. I'm with
Don Cameron."
Ned raised an eyebrow.
"Huh."
"What, you think he's not
good enough for me?"
"Apparently you do."
Nancy whipped around to glare
at him again, but he didn't take the bait; he was following the river road by
the tracks.
She didn't think Don wasn't
good enough for her. How dare he even say that.
She didn't.
"Can we start over?"
Nancy's cheeks were burning in
the fading light. "Couldn't be any worse."
He shifted into a lower gear
and stuck out his hand, glancing over to lock his gaze with her for a second.
"Ned Nickerson."
It wasn't like she didn't
already know, but her heart sank a little anyway on hearing his name.
"Nancy Drew," she said, shaking his hand firmly. "And you didn't
want to go ahead and start on whatever you need my help with? Do you need your
hands free for visual aids?"
Ned pulled into the old train
station's gravel parking lot. The side of the building was spray painted, but
with the usual juvenilia; Mark loved Chrissy and Brian loved Candace,
surrounded by sloppy five-pointed stars and uneven hearts. Ned parked facing
the lot's exit and the river road, and the Muskoka drifted lazily by, the
wind-carved ripples in its surface catching pools of brilliant orange and
blinding yellow-white. Everything else was gloom in comparison, their skin gone
ashen and grey. But his eyes glimmered, and again she felt the same spark
simmering when her gaze met his.
He's the son of a mobster.
You don't know that.
Her father had often told her
not to judge by appearances or gossip, but this wasn't either of those, really.
Even so, she couldn't quite explain it; she wanted to believe whatever he was about to tell her, wanted
to believe that he really was a good person.
Even though they were in a
Ferrari. And he had cursed.
And, she had to admit, she kind
of wanted to know what it would feel like, if he did make a move on her. He was
so confident, but it had an aggressive, almost hyper-defensive edge. Not that
she'd expect anything less, if even half the rumors were true.
Ned unfastened his seatbelt and
Nancy raised her eyebrows as he slid out of the car. She fumbled with her own
belt as he came around to her side and opened her door, and wordlessly she
followed him to a weatherbeaten bench still standing by the cracked glass at
the front of the station house. He sat easily beside her, bent forward, elbows
on his upper thighs and his hands clasped. Nancy smoothed her skirt under her
and straightened the pleats over her thighs. She knew she should have changed
after the car wash, but she'd thought they were going straight home; the damp
patches in her uniform were cooling by the second, in the hush of the sunset.
"I need you to help me
clear my father."
When he showed absolutely no
inclination to turn his face toward hers, Nancy let her gaze rest on his face.
"Of what exactly," she said softly.
Ned snorted. "What do you
think."
"I think it's easier if
you tell me. I'm not here to judge you."
Ned dropped his chin.
"Everyone else has," he muttered.
She let him alone for a while,
then patted his shoulder. "It's okay."
Ned shook his head, and she let
her hand drop. His shoulder was warm through his shirt. "Coach made me
first-string quarterback today. It's all going to happen again. All over
again."
Nancy brought one leg up and
hugged her knee to her chest, the bench squeaking in protest. Her damp socks
were clinging to her ankles. If she caught a cold for this, Hannah would never
stop saying she'd told her so. "Why don't you start at the beginning,
Ned."
He glanced over at her, the
last of the dying light reflected in his eyes, and saw her shivering.
"God, I'm sorry. Let me get you my jacket."
"You don't..." Nancy
began, but he was gone, leaving her alone on the bench.
She wasn't sure exactly what
George would say about this. She knew what George never stopped saying about
Don, but when Ned came back, his face hard as he looked down at the Mapleton
letterman's jacket in his hands before draping it over her shoulders, all
George's feminist disdain over being treated like a weak, soft girl dissipated.
Maybe because Don, in the same situation, would be trying to find some excuse
to touch her, and Ned only looked angry.
"They started keying my
car after practice. All of them. Even the ones I was friends with before."
Ned steepled his fingers and
Nancy slid her arms into the jacket's leather sleeves, craning her neck to see
his car in the fast-receding light. The paint still looked uniformly pristine.
Ned was looking at her when she
glanced back at him. "Oh, Dad got it buffed out. Every time."
"Distributor cap? Sugar in
the tank?"
Ned nodded, appreciation
lighting in his eyes. She shrugged and didn't bother explaining that her father's
favorite activity, on the rare free weekend afternoon, was watching old
detective movies with her and explaining exactly what gats and powders and
dames were. She'd been behind the wheel all of two minutes in her life but she
was already planning to check for slashed tires every time she approached her
car. Her father provoked that kind of ire in people, and she had no doubt she'd
follow in his footsteps.
"Distributor cap, yeah.
The gas cap locks, though."
Nancy pulled the coat a little
closer around her. "Your dad had to know that that car's... super
conspicuous. So that's what you wanted?"
Ned snorted again. "You
know what I really wanted? A Corvette. Red. But now, what I really want is the
most beat-up rusted-out piece of shit possible. Like everyone else. I just want
to be like everyone else."
But you're not. He really wasn't. He wasn't like anyone she'd ever
met, and the closest comparisons failed; he had an air about him that she'd
only seen her father carry, some of her father's more successful and more
handsome friends, the ones who smoked cigars and laughed over their highballs
at the poker table. Seeing it in someone so close to her own age frightened
her, for a reason she couldn't quite put in words.
And Don... was very much like
everyone else.
She didn't want Ned to be that
way, but Ned would never be that way, even if he didn't have the Ferrari or the
letter jacket or the chiseled, clean-shaven jaw. Even if Nancy took her
cheerleading uniform off, she would still be her father's daughter, still
wouldn't be able to keep herself from investigating or poking her nose in where
other people definitely didn't want it.
And he'd still be his father's
son.
"Start at the
beginning."
The moon hadn't yet risen, and
the sole aged streetlight cast a pale glow over his features, the indistinct
globe's reflection caught in the slow swell and push of the river below.
"I don't want to prejudice you against him."
"Do you want me to find
out the truth, or do you want me to prove that your father is clean in all
this?" She shrugged in the direction of the car behind them. "Despite
the evidence."
He could only hold her gaze for
a second before it dropped, but she saw his resignation there. She was pretty
sure her father would call it circumstantial but damning. A Ferrari, especially
a new one, didn't jive with the image of a respectable insurance salesman.
"Because I can do my best
to find out the truth, but that's not the same as telling you what you want to
hear."
"He's a good person,
Nancy. He is. He really is. Maybe he got caught up in something, but he's not
like this at heart. He... he always made time for me. Taught me to ride my
bike, how to play catch. He comes to all my games."
She knew what her father would
say‹
And that didn't matter; it only
mattered what she would say, and the rote answer was meaningless, and the
honest answer was too much. Loving his son didn't mean he wasn't what everyone
thought he was.
But that didn't matter, because
that wasn't what he wanted to hear. Maybe later, but not tonight.
Instead, Nancy wrapped an arm
around his shoulders and tilted her head against one. "It's been hard,
hasn't it."
He didn't say anything. "I
want you to find out the truth," he finally murmured. "Because the
truth is that he's a good person and everyone has judged him for this, and...
they used to love me. Before that damn article in the Morning Record. Before everything turned to shit. I'm gonna be
sitting alone in the cafeteria. I'm going to find shit written on my locker and
no one will sit next to me on the team bus and I'll be lucky if I can get
through one game as quarterback without having someone 'accidentally' trip me.
I don't want it happening all over again. And I want you to help."
She smiled. "Well, you
won't be sitting alone in the cafeteria. I can at least help you with
that."
"Yeah, you say that now,
but I'm sure Cameron will mind."
Don. Nancy's heart lurched when she remembered the date
she was probably half an hour from missing. "He'll get over it."
Ned chuckled. "I wouldn't
be too sure."
"Why?"
"Because if you were my
girlfriend, I wouldn't get over it."
Nancy made a face. "Then
you're a male chauvinist pig," she told the air, to help her ignore the
butterflies that had suddenly filled her stomach.
He laughed even louder.
"Good thing I'm not your boyfriend, then."
"You've got that right,
mister." Nancy pulled back, snuggling deeper into his coat. "Now take
me home. I have a date tonight."
He stood and offered her his
arm, which she pointedly ignored. "Bet he doesn't have one of those."
Nancy glanced at the Ferrari.
"He doesn't. But you can't have it both ways. You can't hate that car in
one breath and brag about it the next."
Ned shrugged, unlocking her
door for her. "It's a great car," he said. "I can't deny
that."
They were halfway back to her
house before they spoke again, once the tentatively companionable silence had
begun to fade. "So how are we going to explain my being around you? I
mean, how far do you want me to go with this?"
Ned shot a glance at her.
"I thought we'd say we're partners on a term science project."
"History would probably be
better. Otherwise we'll have to come up with a papier mache volcano or
something."
"See? You're already being
smart."
Nancy caught herself before she
playfully smacked his arm. "And you really think that he keeps evidence in
the house."
He glanced at her again, more
sharply this time. "There won't be any evidence."
"It's really hard to prove
a negative, Ned. I mean, what do you want me to do? Get someone to go over his
financial records?"
"Can you do that?"
Nancy sighed and shrugged out
of his coat. "Maybe if you got back to me in five years," she said,
exasperated, and Ned's face softened into a smile.
"I'm sorry. It's hard...
to be an outcast."
"It must be. To have that
and lose it."
Nancy motioned for the next
turn and Ned took it. "There's no way you know how it feels," he
said, and she caught his expression in the fleeting glare of a streetlight.
"I've never had it to
lose."
"Bullshit."
That sudden sharp awareness of
him prickled over her skin again. "Those girls you see around me? Aren't
with me, really. I've known Bess and George since we were in preschool and they
are my best friends, but I'm not homecoming queen, not head cheerleader. I'm
just the girl who solves problems." She looked out the window.
"Just give it time."
Nancy turned to look at him,
her blood so high her mouth was shaking a little. She couldn't deny it; part of
her wanted what he'd always seen as his birthright, due him for his looks and
charm and easy grace, part of her wanted the elaborate expensive dresses her
father would never begrudge her and the admiration glowing in the eyes of her
classmates, the bouquet, the ribbons, the crown. And part of her wanted
anything but the spotlight, anything that would keep her from her mysteries.
Maybe because the glow after
she solved a case was better than a hundred crowns or a thousand admiring
glances, for that distilled awe and gratitude. Nothing had ever touched that.
Nancy unclenched her fist and
let it go.
Ned brought the car to a slow
stop in front of her house, his eyes wide as he took it all in. "Wow. You
have a really nice house."
"Thanks." She bent
over for her bag and was just opening her mouth to thank him for the ride when
he slid out of the car, and she was suddenly panicked that Don was waiting for
her, that he'd see, that Ned getting out of the car to open her door for her
was some sort of unforgivable trespass, when obviously it wasn't.
She raised an eyebrow at him as
he stood there, and he shrugged. "Habit. It just feels like the kind of
car for that, doesn't it?"
She chuckled and let him take
her hand to help her out of the car. "Walk me to the door?" she
asked, batting her eyelashes at him outlandishly. "It's a dark
night."
"Dark as an old train
station," he said wryly, and she didn't tuck her arm through his, and
their hands didn't touch, all the way up the walk, to the golden glow of the
front porch.
He stuck his hands in his
pockets and slowed his steps, and she turned to look at him. "Look,
thanks... for this. For doing this for me."
Nancy smiled and nodded a
little, suddenly shy. "So... I'll see you in the cafeteria tomorrow."
He dipped his head. "That
sounds good. And we can talk some more then."
Nancy turned toward the door,
then turned back. "And... George, she means well."
Ned chuckled. "I'll try to
remember that."
"Good night, Ned."
"Good night."
When Nancy walked in, she kept
her steps slow and small, resisting the urge to watch the fading glow of the
Ferrari's taillights out into the distance. The look on Hannah's face was
nakedly curious as she looked around the kitchen doorway, wiping her hands on
her apron.
"Don's called three times.
Bess has called four. And she sounded hyper. What's going on?"
"Nothing," Nancy said
slowly, lightly. "I... have a new case."
"Something about the
movies?"
Nancy shrugged and the duffel
dropped from her shoulder, onto the floor, and she barely felt it. "Not
tonight," she said, and started for the steps in a daze.
"Nan? Are you all
right?"
She gave Hannah a faint
half-smile. "Yeah," she said, a little louder. "Yeah. I'm
great."
When she shut the door of her
room she could still smell the faint trace of his cologne, still clinging to
her skin from the contact with his coat.
She closed her eyes and breathed it in.