"I don't think I want to
go."
Nancy was sitting at her vanity,
brushing mascara over her lashes, when she saw Bess's reflection in the mirror.
She pushed the wand back into the mascara stick and turned around.
"Bess, you are so
going."
Bess sighed and slumped dejectedly
on Nancy's mostly made bed. "I mean, it'd be bad enough if I didn't know
he was going to be there..."
"So you broke up with
him."
Bess ducked her head and Nancy
sighed. "You didn't."
"Well, once I figured out it
was a false alarm, I just... it's not like it was real."
"And that gave him the right
to just blow you off the way he did? Even when we all thought it was
true?"
Bess ran her hand through her hair
and shoved it back. "We haven't even been dating that long," she
muttered. "I can't blame him for freaking out."
Nancy turned back to the mirror
and took in the look on her face, forced herself to relax the tightening at the
corner of her lips. "Can I blame him, then?"
"Please, Nan..."
Nancy gave up on her makeup and
came over to the bed to sit beside her friend. "Look... do you honestly
think he's worth it? I mean, how many times did you talk to him after you told
him?"
Bess's expression shuttered.
"I don't want to talk about this."
Nancy looked down at her hands.
"Okay," she managed. "Okay, we won't talk about it. Will you do
my eyeliner?"
"You guys ready yet?"
George called from the other room, and Nancy studied Bess in the mirror before
her friend walked over to join her.
"Not quite," Nancy
called back.
Bess looked at Nancy's outfit,
then dug through her makeup and picked out one of her eyeliner pencils. She
knelt down and Nancy opened her eyes wide, and they began the usual routine.
Nancy opened her mouth and searched Bess's eyes, and Bess fought to keep a
straight face and hand before she giggled.
"You don't really think he's
so horrible... okay, close your mouth," Bess said, standing up to see if
her lines were even.
Nancy blinked, then looked
obediently up at Bess. "I think he could have reacted better," Nancy
said cautiously. "Did you... Bess..." she sighed. "I'm not
trying to make you feel bad. Really, I'm not."
Bess sat down at the foot of
Nancy's bed. "I'm not... I'm just sad," she said softly. "But
that doesn't mean I'm about to give up on him, Nan. He's a lot of fun, and he
cares about me. I know he cares about me."
Have you ever heard him say it? Nancy pressed her lips together and looked away for a
minute, before she forced a smile. "Okay," she said, and the phone rang
in the other room, and she caught the sudden twinned look of hope and fear on
Bess's face.
"So you think maybe now
you'll want to go?"
Nancy brushed off her knees and
stood, and Bess followed, looking down at her strappy sandals. "I guess
it'd be a shame to let you two have all the fun..."
"Nancy! Phone!"
She exchanged another look with
Bess. "Good news, or bad?"
Bess shook her head. "Don't
look at me. Any psychic powers I've ever had were totally sapped by this past
week."
Nancy ran on the balls of her
feet, her thin heels slapping on the hardwood, into the living room, where she
scooped the receiver off the couch. "Hello?"
"Hey babe."
"Hey," Nancy replied,
chuckling silently when Bess mouthed Ned's name and playfully rolled her eyes.
"Tell me you're just calling to confirm."
"I'm... I want you guys to go
on without me."
Nancy looked down at the gleam of
her fingernails, her toenails, her freshly shaved legs. "But you're just
going to be late."
"Yeah." Ned sighed.
"Yeah, I hope so. It's just, I'm working on this huge account, and we have
to do this presentation... and..."
"It's okay," Nancy said.
"I mean... would you be... what if I just stayed in tonight, if you
promise to call me..."
"Oh, I will definitely call
you," he said, sighing in relief. "I'm so sorry. I mean, if you guys
still want to go out..."
Nancy avoided looking at Bess, who
had lifted a throw pillow and was poised to hit her with it. "No... I
mean, Bess might, but--"
Nancy shrieked as Bess brought the
pillow down and knocked the wind out of her with it, and George hurried in,
still threading a wire earring through her earlobe.
"Nancy!"
"Sorry," Nancy laughed
into the phone, picking up the other pillow and holding it poised threateningly
in Bess's direction, but they both knew she was only bluffing. "I think
we're gonna end up having a pillow fight, actually."
"Now you're just trying to
get me to come over."
Nancy laughed. "I don't even
want to know what you're picturing."
"No, you probably
don't," Ned admitted. "Look... I swear, I'll call you back..."
"It's fine," Nancy
assured him. "It's fine. But thanks for letting me know."
"You mean 'thanks for letting
me know' in an 'you're an asshole' way, don't you."
"No, because your name's not
Kent," Nancy said, almost under her breath, as Bess and George chased each
other into the kitchen. "You'd better call me later."
"I will."
"Because otherwise, I will
come find you."
"With a pillow, right?"
"Don't push it,
Nickerson."
She could hear him smiling.
"Maybe later."
"Work hard, okay?"
"Yes ma'am."