In the middle of conference, at
the absolute worst possible time, he felt his cell phone vibrating against his
hip.
It's tonight, she's calling to
cancel, something came up and I won't get to see her...
Instead of reaching for it, he
smiled at the couple, who had five years and an extra hundred thousand a year
on him. The husband was wearing a coat he'd had his eye on last year, and the
car they had downstairs in the lot wasn't scheduled to be available to the
public for another month. Getting the commission on their account would feel
good, but even the electric high buzzing under his skin wasn't enough to keep
his heart from sinking as the phone fell silent.
Maybe she'll leave a voicemail
and I'll get to hear her...
The red light on his office phone
was blinking when he returned, but Nancy and Bess didn't have his office
number. Before he bothered to check it, he flipped his phone open and checked
the missed call history.
Belinda.
He sighed. She hadn't left a
voicemail on his cell; she never did. She called his cell and if he didn't pick
up, she called his office phone and left a message there, which he had told her
a hundred times not to do. But part of dating a ballerina, and one as conceited
as Belinda, meant that she never actually heard anything he ever said.
Obviously she hadn't gotten the memo that their relationship was supposed to be
mutually monogamous either, or she simply hadn't cared.
Well, at least Nancy wasn't
canceling.
"I'm coming by tonight,"
Belinda answered her phone when he returned her call, and he made a face.
"That is really not convenient for me."
"You are not going to leave my things unattended, Ned. I know I left
that bracelet over there, and I'm coming to get it."
The best thing he had done during
their relationship was change the locks. He hadn't quite figured out how she'd
ever gotten a key to his apartment in the first place, because he certainly
hadn't given it to her. He'd never met a woman who was quite key material, but
practically any other girlfriend he'd ever had would be ranked before Belinda in that department. She had
breezed in wearing white linen and dropping air kisses one Saturday while he was
watching the game in his boxers, and by Saturday night he was in the home
improvement store buying a new deadbolt.
"Look, I'll box everything up
and bring it by CBT, whenever, tomorrow, Monday, but--"
"Not leaving it unattended," she sing-songed, with an edge in her voice, and he smacked his
forehead with the palm of his hand.
She's not your girlfriend
anymore and you aren't ever gonna be looking for a sympathy fuck, so just dump
everything on the front steps and ignore every phone call she makes after this
one.
"Belinda," he began,
then looked up to see his immediate supervisor standing in his doorway.
"I'll call you back."
"No, I won't be around. See
you at seven."
He wanted to scream what she could
do at seven, but only the dial tone and his supervisor would have heard it.
Instead he replaced the receiver and arranged his face into something
approaching normal. He was finding it difficult to feel the same level of
deference for his boss, after seeing him drink champagne from a stripper's
bikini top.
"Congratulations on landing
that account."
"Thanks, sir."
Black traced his thumb over the
doorframe. "Heard you were gonna be at that new club tonight."
"A lot of us are going, so
yeah, I was thinking about dropping by."
"I'm sure it won't be nearly
as fun as last time..."
Ned simultaneously remembered that
Miller was back from his honeymoon, and Black had been far too drunk to
remember that Ned had ducked out pretty early on. "Yeah, I'm sure it won't
be," he said, returning the knowing grin. "We'll just have to make
do, I guess."
The second Black was out of his
doorway, Ned pulled out his cell phone and called Bess's, and she answered in
what sounded like mid-laugh. "You better not be flaking out,
Nickerson."
"Not at all," he
reassured her. "But I am not going to be a designated driver
tonight."
"You and everyone else,"
Bess said, more soberly.
"And... Nancy..."
"Is still coming." Bess
laughed again. "From the week she's had, she's not going to stay sober
tonight, either."
"Anything I should
know?"
"Nothing she probably won't
tell you after three shots," Bess replied. "Look, I have..."
"Yeah," Ned said
hastily, responding to the sudden hurried tone in her voice. "Yeah.
Something came up, so I might be a few minutes late, but I will definitely be
there tonight."
"Better be, Nickerson."
At seven o'clock the takeout had
been eaten over the sink, the outfit had been perfectly assembled, and he was
sitting on the couch next to a shoebox. He had, indeed, found a bracelet, and a
glove, although he had no recollection of her having left either. He hadn't
seen her in two weeks and the glove had been tucked between cushions in the
couch, and he was just beginning to feel a little suspicious about the whole
thing.
When his intercom buzzed, he
picked up the phone and heard her already talking. "Be right down."
"No," she protested, and
began yanking on the street door, but he hadn't buzzed her up. He locked the
door behind him, the box tucked under his arm, and took the stairs in a quick
shuffle.
She did look gorgeous. For the
second before she opened those blood-red lips, he remembered why he'd ever
asked her out. Her black hair was smooth, pulled back, her creamy shoulders
bare under a delicate black wrap, every curve of her slender muscular body
hugged by her gown. Then he heard her voice.
"I'm coming up."
"You are not coming up," he said firmly, maneuvering between her
and the door and closing it behind him, before she could wedge her palm in and
force it back open. He thrust the box at her. "Here. This is what you came
for. Nice seeing you, hope you and Andre are doing great, bye."
She made a face, her heels
clicking in rapid beats against the stairs as she followed him down. "I
left more than this."
"No you didn't," he
singsonged back, his keyring already in his hand. "I'm already late as it
is."
"Ned Nickerson--" She
managed to slide between him and his car just before he reached down to unlock
the door, and he looked up to her face, his own darkening. "If you don't
let me into your apartment right now I'm going to call the cops and tell them
that you're withholding my possessions."
"Take you all day to come up
with that?" Ned circled the car to the other side and unlocked the
passenger door. "Give it up, Belinda."
She stomped one thin-stemmed heel
on the sidewalk, her overtweezed eyebrows drawing together. "This isn't
over."
Ned maneuvered over the gearshift
to climb into the driver's seat, then turned the ignition and rolled his window
down a quarter of an inch. "Get in my way and I will run over you, break
those thin little legs, and we'll just see who makes first ballerina this
season."
Her face was nearly purple with
rage when he pulled away.
The apartment Nancy shared with
Bess and George was just down the street from a block of casual restaurants,
which made parking a nightmare. He drove around twice before following a couple
back to their car, then watched in dismay as they climbed into a car parked on
the street. Well, he sighed, glancing
at his watch, and maneuvered into the spot just after they left it.
Nancy opened the door to him,
after buzzing him up, and for a second they took each other in. She wore a blue
silk halter a shade lighter than her eyes, a black leather miniskirt, and black
stiletto sandals, but her hair was falling in loose waves over her bare
shoulders and her makeup was understated, only the barest hint of blush and
shine on her lips, cheeks, and eyelids.
"I was beginning to think
you'd never show," she said, glancing back at his face again. She was
smiling, though, when she stepped back. "Come on in."
Nancy's top tied just under her
shoulder blades. Ned crossed his leg over his knee, trying to keep himself from
staring. Not only were ballerinas high-strung and neurotic with a side of
obsessive, but they generally couldn't fill out a top the way Nancy did.
"Tell me you're going to
dance tonight," he found himself saying, his tone easy.
She laughed. "Oh, I'll
dance," she said. "I'll drink and I'll dance and I will have a great
time tonight. Well, Bess swears that last part is true, since I haven't been to
this place yet."
"If Bess swears it, it must
be true."
Nancy nodded at the doorway.
"George had a little crisis and Bess is helping. Oh-- did you want
something to drink?"
"Water, unless we're walking
to the club," Ned replied. "But I'll get it."
"I'll get it," Nancy
protested, and he pushed himself to his feet just as she was trying to pass
him, and he linked his index finger and thumb around her bare wrist, and, oh
God.
She has a boyfriend, she has a
boyfriend, he told himself, searching her
eyes, and they stood stock-still. Her wrist was warm under his touch. The plane
of her face tilted, she blinked slowly, and with every heartbeat he waited for
her to pull away, but she didn't.
Or maybe she doesn't, he thought, remembering Bess's teasing tone earlier.
"Good, you're finally
here."
George's face was carefully blank
when he and Nancy jumped apart. "Yeah, it was hell finding a parking
space," Ned returned, as Nancy bowed her head and nearly ran to the
kitchen. His hand was still open at his side.
Bess came around the corner,
pulling one last curler out of her hair. "Hey Ned. Nan, get out of the
kitchen, let's go!"
"Well, you weren't ready
yet," Nancy called back. Her face was faintly pink when she came around
the corner, a glass of water in her hand. "So now we're going?"
George volunteered to drive, and
Bess said with a smile that if it wasn't too much trouble she'd claim shotgun,
so Nancy and Ned ended up in the back of the car together. She perched the heel
of her hand on the edge of the seat, between them, and he glanced at it, and at
the hem of her black miniskirt against her tanned thigh, before he looked
straight ahead at the gleaming halo of Bess's curls, smiling.
"So, Ned, how was your
day?" Bess turned around in her seat to ask.
He shrugged. "It was going
okay, until... hang on, I think you might know her, Nancy. Weren't you called
in when that famous diamond was stolen off Katya Alexander, a few years
ago?"
Nancy glanced up at him.
"Well, I wasn't exactly called in," she said, but her mouth was
turning up in a pleased smile. "But she was my favorite ballerina, so I
wanted to help. And then it turned out that..." Nancy shook her head.
"I think she was with the
company back then, because she danced in that, whatever it was... her name's
Belinda?"
Nancy and Bess's faces immediately
went dark, while George laughed. "Belinda, dark hair, total
bitch...?"
Ned dipped his head in agreement.
"She's the one. I actually dated her for a little while, and then she
called me today and told me she was coming over. Didn't ask or anything. So
that was unpleasant."
"I hope you broke both her
legs," Nancy muttered, and Ned glanced at her in surprise.
"No, but I thought about
it," he whispered back.
She turned her head so fast her
hair flew, her blue eyes wide. "Oops. Did I say that out loud?"
"You dated Belinda?"
Bess shook her head. "Sorry. We ought to let you out of the car right now.
I'm not sure you're allowed to hang out with us anymore, if you could date her."
"Hey, it was before I knew she
was crazy," Ned protested. "I guess pro ball playing and ballet just
do something to people."
"You dated a pro ball
player?" Bess's brow was furrowed, but Ned didn't hear or see her, not
when Nancy turned to him with that look on her face.
"I guess they do," she
said softly.
Ned started a tab with his second
shot, and had just downed it when he saw Black across the room. Black and half
the department, including Miller, who managed to look even more uncomfortable
than Ned felt.
Nancy slid onto the stool next to
his. "We're going out on the dance floor, I just wanted to let you
know."
Ned glanced over his shoulder. Of
course they would be lingering right where he'd need to pass. "You had
anything to drink yet?"
She shook her head, her eyes
shining. "Not yet."
"Let me get you something.
What do you like?"
She shrugged. "Surprise
me."
The bartender brought over a lemon
drop martini. Nancy raised it to her lips, and then her eyebrows followed.
"Don't think I don't know what you're trying to do."
"And what am I trying to
do?" he asked, his eyes dancing, as she took her first sip.
She tossed her hair out of her
face, then downed half the drink. "You buy me a martini and come in
dressed all sexy, trying to get back at your bitchy ballerina
ex-girlfriend."
He glanced down at his outfit.
"You think this is sexy?" he returned, and he loved the way she
looked when she laughed.
"Buy me another one and maybe
you'll get a dance tonight."
"Well, if that's the reward,
I think I'll buy you two more and make it a sure thing." He caught the
bartender's eye and nodded.
"Never said it was a sure
thing." She finished the martini and clicked the glass back onto the
bartop. "You're awfully sure of yourself."
He met her eyes and held them
steadily. "Not really," he said softly. "Not when I'm with
you."
They carried the drinks to a small
table at the edge of the dance floor, after managing to pass his officemates
with no incident. Bess and George were seated there, watching the DJ. Bess's
eyes lit up. "Ooh, is that a lemon drop martini?"
Ned glanced at Nancy, who
shrugged. "Yeah," he said. "You want?"
"They're my favorite,"
she said, lifting one with a nod of thanks. "Nancy's second
favorite."
"And what's your favorite,
Nancy?" Ned asked, propping his chin up on his hand.
Bess opened her mouth, but when
she glanced between the two of them she shut it again. "That's for me to
know, and you to buy me drinks until you figure out."
"You think I won't?" Ned
laughed. "After that dance you owe me."
"Nice try," Nancy said
with a grin, then turned to George. "Come on, let's go."
George glanced back at them over
her shoulder, laughing, as Nancy led her away.
Bess was right, Ned realized.
After she joined her friends and the three of them danced together, they looked
unbelievably sexy, and he couldn't stop watching. Neither could some of the
other guys on the fringe of the crowd, which didn't bother Ned until he
realized that a very drunk Black was one of them.
Kent had joined Bess, so Nancy was
only dancing with George, which made it all the easier for Black to cut in.
Nancy kept turning, trying to subtly tell him that she wasn't interested, but
he was having for none of it. When Ned saw the first look of anger on her face,
he shouldered his way through the crowd and tapped Black on the shoulder.
When he didn't respond, Ned tried
again. Black had a scowl on his face until he saw Ned.
"Mind if I cut in?"
Black moved back with poor grace.
"Only for a little while," he said, shooting Nancy a thinly veiled
leer. She sneered, but managed to turn it into a distant smile before he saw
it.
"I can take care of myself,
you know," Nancy said, once they were relatively alone.
"I know," Ned replied,
moving easily with her. "But I work with that guy, so I feel a little
responsible. For some reason."
Nancy raised an eyebrow, dipping
her hips low, and Ned's mouth went dry. "You work with a lot of pro ball
players?"
He laughed. "Some," he
admitted. "I've heard on good authority that he's been offered another
job, though, so I hope not for too much longer."
"You got your eye on his
job?"
Ned shrugged. "It wouldn't
hurt," he said, letting his hand move to rest on her side, just above her
hip. God, the silk was so thin. "Plus, I wouldn't be an asshole once I got
it."
"You sure about that?"
"About that, yes."
When the song ended she began to
move away, but he kept his hand at her side. "Hey."
"That was a dance,"
Nancy said, fluttering her lashes as she looked up at him.
"That was half a dance,"
Ned corrected her, stepping close to her. "What, you afraid of a whole
one?"
Nancy lifted her chin, and he
tried not to think about how easy it would be to just tilt his head down and
kiss her. "I can take care of myself," she said again, raising her
arms over her head, then sliding them to his shoulders. "A dance and a
half."
A dance and a half turned into
another, then another. Eventually Black moved off, but even after he was
nowhere in sight, when one song faded into another she made no move to leave
his arms.
"I think Bess really likes
Kent."
He had to lean close to hear her,
and from the expression in her eyes he almost thought it was intentional.
"He's a good guy. Well... if you can trust my judgement, that is."
"We're all allowed a mistake
or two," Nancy said, leaning in close before she pulled back again.
"For a while I thought you were the one who was interested in Bess."
"Bess is a great girl too,
and you can definitely trust my judgement on that," he said, and she
laughed. "I just have my heart set on someone else."
The song ended, and Nancy took
another step back. "I think I need a break," she said, looking away.
"Another drink?"
"That would be great."
"Any suggestion?"
She gave him a lightning-quick
grin, over her shoulder, before she continued to the table. "Nice
try."
When Ned was at the bar racking
his brain, he felt a tap on his shoulder and turned around to see Black.
"Didn't know you had a new girlfriend."
Ned debated whether he should lie
to his boss or not. "She's not," he said. After a sufficient pause he
added, "yet."
"So the ballerina..."
"You can have her," Ned
said, clapping the other man's back. "With my blessing."
George and Nancy had their heads
together when Ned returned to the table, a drink in each hand. The girls
clammed up immediately, sitting back, and Ned nudged a few empty glasses aside
before putting one in front of Nancy.
"Try that."
George took a swig from her
longneck, then scooted her chair over to allow Ned some room. "I think you
managed to get it in two."
"He did," Nancy
affirmed, with a nod of her head. "Thanks."
Ned shrugged. "I like them
too," he said. "That way, even if I'd missed, it wouldn't have been
so bad."
Bess came over, leading Kent by
the hand and laughing, when Nancy had almost finished her drink and Ned was
just draining his. "Kent says it's dollar margarita night downtown, at
that one club, that--"
"Oh, the one we used to go to
all the time," George put in.
Bess pointed at her, nodding.
"That one. We totally need to go there."
Ned glanced between George and
Kent. "Is anyone cool to drive?"
When no one immediately
volunteered, Bess shrugged. "We'll take a cab, it's not that far."
Ned saw the obvious problem with
her plan, but didn't say anything until he flagged one down, and Bess and Kent
slid inside. "I'll take the next one," he told Nancy and George.
"You two go ahead."
"Nan, you can have the
front," George agreed, sliding into the back and closing the door behind
her.
Nancy opened the passenger door,
then glanced back at Ned. "Go on ahead," she told the driver, and
slammed the door.
Ned looked at her, but didn't say
anything until she started rubbing her bare arms, against the wind and the hint
of rain in the air. He took off his jacket and handed it to her, and for a moment
she looked like she was on the point of refusal, then accepted it.
"Thanks."
Another cab pulled up and Ned
opened the door, waiting for her to get in first. She slid over, her leather
skirt brushing the leather seats, and smiled at him when he joined her.
"You have a rough week?"
"What makes you say
that?"
Ned gave the address he had
overheard Bess giving to the other driver. "You just seemed a little... on
edge earlier," he finished, sitting back.
Nancy sighed. "It's... I
guess I wasn't very friendly when I saw you last weekend. Things hadn't...
turned out the way I wanted, and I was in a bad mood."
"Ahh. The ever elusive
Frank."
"Good guess," she said.
"Either it's the vodka, or you're psychic."
Ned ducked his head.
"Neither," he admitted. "Bess."
Nancy shook her head and looked
out the window, away from him. "You know-- God, you must think I'm
desperate."
He tapped her knee lightly with
his fingertips. "No," he replied. "I think Bess likes to party,
I think George would be right at home in a sports bar... and I just happened to
meet you at a time in your life when you wanted a little more than you have.
Maybe I'm wrong, and I don't want you to misunderstand me. If he's your
boyfriend, fine. I'm not trying to pressure you into anything. I'm just here to
have a good time, and you and your-- colorful-- roommates, are a good
time."
"'Good time'?" Nancy
raised her eyebrows.
"Hey, when a guy doesn't have
a bitchy girlfriend, he has to find his fun somewhere," Ned said, smiling.
"It's been a while since I've hung out with girls, without having to worry
about hurting feelings or giving the wrong impression."
Nancy took a deep breath, then
nodded slowly. "He's my boyfriend and you're a... friend. Who buys me the
occasional drink and is a very good dancer."
Ned gestured expansively.
"And you're so pretty that I bet you have tons of 'friends' like
that."
Nancy tilted her head. "Like
that," she said, but shook her head a little. "But none quite like
you."
He held her gaze until the cab
driver pulled up at the other club, and the rest of their group was still
waiting on the sidewalk, and Nancy scrambled out of the cab in a flash of
tanned thigh and black leather while Ned paid the driver off.
They didn't talk about it again.
Ned shared a few dances with George, a few with Bess, but most of them were
with Nancy. Despite her nursing the margaritas, he could tell they were getting
to her, especially when her hips dipped a little too close to his, when she didn't
immediately step away from his hand as it rested against her side, when she
looked up at him after one especially long blink with her blue eyes hazed and
brilliant in the low lights and he had to count his heartbeats to keep from
kissing her.
He shook his head and this time he
was the one to take a step back first. "You want another drink?"
She started to nod, then swayed
slightly, and he put his hand on her shoulder to steady her. "I don't
know," she said. "One more and I'll probably do something stupid."
Then she laughed. "Which actually sounds great right now."
He brushed her hair back from her
cheek with his other hand, and his fingers rested there, and she glanced up to
search his eyes. One more drink and he would definitely do something stupid. Especially
when all he had to do was touch her...
He ducked his head, and the spell
was broken. "Let's go sit down."
The five of them drank and danced
until last call, until Nancy looked exhausted, and Bess not far behind, but Ned
couldn't remember the last time he'd had as much fun. "Okay," Bess
said, tossing back the last of her margarita, making a face at how watery it
tasted. "Closing time. You know what that means."
"Pancakes," Nancy and
George chorused, and the three girls giggled while Kent and Ned shook their
heads.
Ned didn't realize how hungry he
was until he had a stack of pancakes in front of him. Nancy was across the
booth from him, and as he sawed off his first bite, he felt her foot brush his.
He stopped with the bite halfway
to his mouth and met her eyes, which were dancing. "Sorry," she said.
"There's just no foot space at all here."
Bess and George exchanged a glance
and started giggling. "Right," George said, stirring her coffee.
"And seven margaritas don't help."
Ned chewed thoughtfully. "So
you guys do this a lot?"
Bess shrugged. "It's a good
way to end a bad week," she said.
"Amen to that," Kent
said, lifting his glass. "And I could swear I taste scotch in this
water."
After breakfast, the sun was
coming up and the five of them stood on the sidewalk next to the cab Kent had
hailed. "Okay, my car's at the club."
"And mine is too,"
George said. "So we can go there and pick them up..."
"And my car's back at the
apartment," Ned finished. "We have to take two cabs anyway. I had a
great time, you guys."
Bess and George gave him a parting
wave as they slid into the cab, and Kent followed in the front seat. Nancy
paused, then gestured for them to go on ahead.
"What?" Nancy said
defensively, when Ned raised an eyebrow. "My feet are killing me, and I bet you're gonna get back to the apartment
before George does."
Ned smiled, but hailed another cab
anyway. "How can I turn down that logic," he said, sweeping the door
open for her.
"You can't," she said
triumphantly.
Her street was much less congested
when they pulled up, and Ned stood next to his car after the cab drove off,
only mildly surprised when Nancy lingered there with him. "I meant what I
said," he murmured. "I had a really, really good time tonight."
"I did too." Nancy
started to shrug out of his jacket, but he put his hand on her arm.
"Keep it," he explained,
when she looked up. "I'm sure I'll see you again."
"All right," she said,
searching his eyes, and he could tell she was tired, ready to fall asleep on
her feet, but the exhaustion and the slow warm buzz and the food in his belly
were combining to make him think crazy things.
He lifted his arm and rested his
right hand against his car, keeping his eyes steady on hers, and he was almost
able to feel her arm brush against his. "Nancy," he murmured, leaning
another two inches toward her, and her eyes stayed on his, and she didn't
shrink back. What am I doing, he
thought. Dammit...
The sound of a cab pulling up, the
door slamming, those didn't register. But the sound of another voice did.
"Nancy?"
For another second their eyes
stayed locked, and then she turned her head to find the source of it, and
sucked in a hard breath. He realized how close they were when her cheek brushed
against his, and he closed his eyes for a second before he leaned back,
following her gaze to find a dark-haired guy standing ten feet away, a stormy
look on his face.
"Hi Frank," Nancy sighed.