"Admit it."
Monday morning, and Nancy was
running late. Bess, who had slept through at least half of her morning
undergraduate classes, was awake, had already finished her cereal, and looked
way too damn chipper for Nancy's mood.
"Admit what." Nancy tapped
her toe as she waited for the bagel to pop up.
"That it affected you when
you saw Ned sitting on the couch next to me last night."
Nancy rolled her eyes, the mental
clouds going a few shades darker. "Bess, I have a boyfriend," she
said, repeated, in what seemed to be the endless litany since Frank had called
and apologized and promised to make up for the fact that he was missing her
twenty-first birthday. "Do I think Ned's cute, and you should already
start naming the children you'll eventually have? Sure. Yes. Go for it. You
have my blessing. I like him a little better than Kent, even."
"So you had a good weekend in
the mountains with Frank."
Bess knew the answer to that. Bess
had to know the answer to that. Nancy tamped down her annoyance before answering,
"It was great, until work called."
Not that she had expected anything
different. Even though she'd figured out that she could take Monday off, Frank
had encouraged her not to give up her original Sunday afternoon flight home.
And she hadn't. And now she was here, on Monday morning, instead of sleeping in
a tent on the hard ground with no coffee waiting for her.
"Great."
"Okay, it kind of
sucked," Nancy said, finding a knife in the drawer and slamming it back
into the cabinet. The bagel popped up and she hissed as it burned the tips of
her fingers. "I mean-- work calls him on Saturday night. Saturday fucking
night. He can't get a flight out-- how the hell did he even get a cell signal
out there? And why didn't he turn the fucking cell phone off? I had mine off. I had mine off until he drops me off at the airport
on Sunday morning with a kiss and a promise that next time it'll be better,
but, I mean-- this is the most time we've spent together since-- when? I have
no idea."
"His birthday two years
ago," Bess supplied helpfully.
"And then I come home and see
you sitting on the couch with one of the two guys you're stringing along right
now. So, yeah. It did affect me, a little. I guess I just wanted to walk in and
yell about it for a while with you guys, and there was Ned."
"So you think I'm stringing
them along."
"I didn't--" Nancy
spread lowfat cream cheese on her bagel. "Not like that. I mean, you don't
seem serious with either one of them yet, and they're friends so I'm sure they
talk to each other, it's not like you're dating them both without either
knowing..."
"Because I'm not." Bess
swept the tub of cream cheese off the counter and put it back in the fridge.
"I really like Kent."
"So you spend the day with
Ned instead?" Nancy furiously chewed a bite of bagel. "What is he,
chopped liver? Does he know that you're not the one he wants?"
"Oh, he knows," Bess
said. "I'm pretty sure I'm not the one he wants, either."
George came in then from her
morning run, and Nancy felt a stab of jealousy, as she did nearly every
morning. George could afford to go in late. "Hey Nan, toss a bagel in for
me before you go," she called just before the shower started, and Nancy
saw Bess smile before she closed the front door behind her.
It had affected her, and it
shouldn't have. She only realized that during lunch, while she stared at her
silent cell phone and stabbed at another defenseless lettuce leaf. While she
had fumed at the airport, she had made a mental list of everything, and decided
that the weekend would only be a total failure if she came home and figured out
that Bess had spent any part of it with Ned.
And she shouldn't have cared.
Shouldn't've mattered at all. But he'd been there and her heart had sunk down
to the absolute floor and then, only then, was the weekend a total failure. Not
Frank's unassailable belief that he was the only one who could crack the case
on the theft ring. It was a theft ring,
for God's sake, not a serial killer. So another day lost meant Frank would
eventually recover another set of stereo equipment. And even that hadn't been
as bad as his almost knowing, before
they'd even left, that spending Monday with her was out of the realm of
possibility.
Which paled in comparison to
seeing Bess's arm wrapped snugly around Ned's.
Fuck, she snarled to herself, dumping her unfinished tray of
salad into the trash.
She hadn't told Bess that the
second she'd first seen Ned, her heart had been in her throat. It was
inexcusable. Because the spark of their eyes meeting was electric, the way it
had almost been a long time ago, before Frank seemed to find nearly any excuse
to avoid spending time with her, but stronger.
Which was wrong. She was supposed
to be with Frank, practically had been since childhood; their fathers were old
friends, she and Frank thought so much alike it was almost scary, and, and...
She wondered if Ned ever kissed on
first dates.
"So what are we doing this
weekend," Nancy asked with elaborate disinterest in her voice that night,
as she served herself another helping.
"I was thinking maybe a big
group of us could just go out," Bess said, her eyes sparkling. "You
know. Wherever we feel like, wherever the mood takes us. Like to that club that
opened a few months ago up on Fifth."
"You gonna invite Kent?"
"Probably," Bess said,
her eyes sparkling. "Maybe he can bring some people along too."
George pushed her chair back and
rolled her eyes. "Ned's already said he'll go, Nan," she said,
shooting a look at her cousin, seemingly oblivious to the flush that began to
spread up Nancy's neck. "I mean, not that you're coming to see him, anyway."
"Of course," Nancy said, shooting an unconvincing glare at Bess for a second before she gave up and joined in with their laughter.